aww~~ I'm inactive recently......due to many many reasons.......works, health and bad internet connection.......OTL

Sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable with this long journal TT_TT
I want to tell about this bad feeling to someone...hope that will make me feel better.

well.......
.......a few days ago, I joined contest of online game that I sometime played coz the prize looked so delicious @.@
(it's the item in that game ~~ ahaha....^3^)
.....dun ask me which game...

The rule was "Design costume for game mascot and make it as wallpaper",
"The most creative and cute one will win"

then, there's a topic about making a vote for wallpaper in game's forum
...GM said "Just to make this clear, the fan voting does not determine the results. It will factor into the decisions of our staff members. We want everyone to see the players' creativity, dedication, and love"

so I didn't mind it....and dun think about asking anyone to vote for me...coz I wanna know how many people who will love my work and vote for me by himself/herself.

but till yesterday, GM said "Official Voting has begun and will last for 1 one week approximately. We will slowly eliminate wallpapers that do not receive any votes so get your vote on!"

I was totally shocked......
I dun have too much time to play that game so I dun make many friends or in a big guild members......
and...as I said before......I dun want to ask anyone "vote for me please!!"

.........won't my entry be judged by creativity?
people who can make the loudest work will win!?
people even can create multiple accounts to vote for himself too.......

IS IT REALLY FAIR FOR ALL ENTRIES?

how disappointing!?
I dun understand why GM didn't mention about judging the contest by voting at the first time!?

If I know that before, I would never join the contest........
and I dun like how they add more rules after like this.

...I feel like......I waste my time and effort to do it.........
I feel bad if other cool works will be eliminated because of having less votes too.....

now......I think about withdraw my entry and cancel to join this contest....
I give up.......

I'm in bad mood.....and can't drawing any pic now TT_TT



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PS. please ignore that "cheerful mood" below...
I dunno why I can't change it >.<